tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-51066280590151076462024-03-14T17:31:18.676+08:00Le VoyageTOWARDS TOGETHERNESSFathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.comBlogger23125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-70444681854979832602012-06-12T15:35:00.000+08:002012-06-12T15:35:11.528+08:00OutWhat do u do to re-motivate urself at work?
Cos right now, I'm so done with it.
Like, tak boleh blah dah.
Help!
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for a start, i've decided to chop a huge chunk of hair off.Fathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-62525488492498380132012-05-01T20:59:00.000+08:002012-05-01T20:59:03.403+08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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apa cuti labour day?
it's 8.58pm and i'm still at the office.
-__________________________________-Fathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-78262961747506062792012-03-31T10:33:00.002+08:002012-03-31T10:44:33.346+08:00dream, orientation and everything in betweeni had the stupidest dream last night.<br />not THAT stupid, just stupid enough for me to remember it, which rarely happens when u dream, right?<br />so anyway, in this dream, i sorta spilled hot water or burned my ring finger.<br />after a few hours, it has gotten so bad that i had to go see the doctor.<br />so i went. with a baby. MY BABY -__________-<br />inside the treatment room, i had to feed the baby and let her sleep so the doctor can attend to me with no distraction -_________-<br />and when she's finally asleep, the doc started his treatment on me AND can't stop touching my finger and hands -________-<br />omg apa mimpi ini??!<br />then tiba lah part bodoh gila, my colleague stormed into the room and warned the doctor not to touch me and acted like he's my husband (he's not!).<br />doc backed off and just smeared some weird smelling lotion on the burned finger and apparently i was fine afterwards.<br /><br />apakah kebodohan ini?<br />whatever it is, i just feel like blogging it out. hehe.<br /><br />* * *<br /><br />okay so what happened while i was away?<br />nothing much.<br />kehidupan berjalan seperti biasa.<br />busy with classes, kerja-kerja pejabat dan sebagainya.<br />went to putrajaya a 4-day meeting.<br />my team and i had to train a bunch of 78 KK english lecturers from all over malaysia on the 9th and 10th of April.<br />we've been developing this new curriculum for it to be used starting next semester, so we have to train them on how to execute it and whatnots.<br />so wish me luck.<br /><br />public speaking is something that i'm very bad at.Fathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-70932745919594067122012-02-18T15:48:00.003+08:002012-02-18T15:56:45.950+08:00promotion, pening and everything in betweencongratulations to 22 of my officemates who got promoted to DH44!!<br />so happy and proud of them all.<br />they truly deserve it. worked their asses off.<br />of course there just had to be some drama, some ketidakpuasanhati and all.<br />but hey, who are you to question rezeki from Allah right?<br />semoga dengan kenaikan pangkat ini akan membuatkan tuan tuan dan puan puan sekalian bekerja dengan lebih jaya lagi.<br />i'm happy that i am here, with a bunch of super hardworking government servants, walaupon ada yang banyak complaint pasal our services and all.<br />but then again, can't blame them. probably they have had bad experience with the wrong people.<br />mana-mana pun ada lah sikit sebanyak pekerja yang tak betul-betul kerja.<br />bukan dalam government sector je, private sector pon ada.<br />kitorang pun stay back at the office, tidur kat office and all.<br />takde pun canang satu dunia right?<br />tolerate lah sikit.<br />jangan hentam teruk sangat.<br />bukan semua pekerja kerajaan macam itu.<br />don't generalize. nanti ramai yang terasa, kan tak pasal-pasal penat nak kena mintak maaf?<br />:)<br /><br />have a great weekend everyone. may Allah bless us all.<br /><br />XxFathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-43255996605359719772012-02-08T18:10:00.001+08:002012-02-08T18:10:28.117+08:00Wordless Wednesday #1 2012<p class="mobile-photo"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5ehVCsuFV67f04NSLIztqRZOUrSYPMKoXvKbPAPIFOhEj4A5iVDFFzoGk6Ol4R5grGDLJAbxc8FKsqTu7SyFC2qKA0vsb0upF1jtAoFtkerovLd3_r5PEWWFYnPM9B2PKWTHUzyxl7o4/s1600/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FSU1HMDQzMzktMjAxMjAyMDYtMTUxNy5qcGc%253D%253F%253D-728118"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5ehVCsuFV67f04NSLIztqRZOUrSYPMKoXvKbPAPIFOhEj4A5iVDFFzoGk6Ol4R5grGDLJAbxc8FKsqTu7SyFC2qKA0vsb0upF1jtAoFtkerovLd3_r5PEWWFYnPM9B2PKWTHUzyxl7o4/s320/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FSU1HMDQzMzktMjAxMjAyMDYtMTUxNy5qcGc%253D%253F%253D-728118" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5706705130689717474" /></a></p>Maaaaaaan after 2 years of not seeing #5 on that scale!!<br>Weighed myself again just now and I'm at 59.5.<br>I still have a long way to go, but really this is just great!<br>Bring it on 2012!!<p>XxFathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-5239860260584315262012-01-30T11:25:00.002+08:002012-01-30T11:48:38.919+08:00of new year, grief and everything in betweeni remembered something that happened towards the end of 2011.<br />if i'm not mistaken, in december.<br />i was born and bred in perlis.<br />my fam moved to PD 5 years ago.<br />circa 1999-2006, there's this one old man (Pak Brahim) who used to sell ulam-ulaman as his way to make a living, used to stop by to our house in the evening, usually around 3 or 4.<br />and whoever was at the house at that time would make his fav iced milo.<br />he wouldn't settle for any other drink :)<br />always.<br />every single day except when we were away for hols and when we moved to PD.<br />he was old lah, around 50 ++ or 60++ then.<br /><br />and one weekend in december when i went back to PD, mom told me he passed away.<br />he was murdered.<br />someone robbed him, and hit him in the head.<br />that poor old guy was robbed and murdered.<br />and the same words kept lingering in my head.<br />"robbed and murdered".<br />it didn't register at first. i had to ask mom many many times, "are u sure he is murdered? and someone robbed him?? like ROBBED, like threatened-him-and-stole-his-money rob?<br />mom said yes to everytime i asked the question.<br /><br />i was devastated. big time. i just lost it. i cried and cried and cried and was sobbing like crazy thinking, "what did this old man ever do to deserve such horrible thing to happen to him??!!"<br />but mom assured me that it was his time to go and whatever and however way, it's his time.<br />turns out that a drug addict robbed him for money to buy drugs.<br />stupid, married with kids drug addict.<br />and how kantoi? cos he dropped hi IC on the scene, next to Pak Brahim's body.<br /><br />Pak Brahim:<br />- maaaan he was strong for a man his age. he would walk from his house to Kangar town (10++km everyday, rain or shine), stopped by our house on his way back from town, saved us some of our fav ulam.<br /><br />- his walk is like a catwalk. very graceful. full of energy.<br /><br />- he passed away a single man. no wife, no children.<br /><br />- he had a few relung of sawah padi. (in perlis, kampung people are considered rich when u have a lot of tanah/sawah padi.)<br /><br />- we keep him in our prayers now. <br />this is when children are useful.<br />when u passed, there are children to continue praying for u.<br /><br />Dear Pak Brahim, semoga roh tuan dicucuri rahmat oleh Allah swt, semoga kuburnya diterangi cahaya, dilapangkan, dijauhi dari seksa kubur dan api neraka.<br />semoga tuan ditempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman dan para syuhada.<br />semoga tuan lebih tenang di sana. it was a great pleasure having u around back then.<br />Al-fatihah :')Fathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-36793308238215959602012-01-29T14:50:00.003+08:002012-01-29T15:26:09.603+08:00LOL!ada tak setahun tak update?<br />saya sebenarnya tengah buat kerja ni. tapi nak muntah dah.<br />so nak cerita ceriti sikit lah kat blog labah-labah ni.<br />kamu apa khabar? saya semakin sihat saja.<br />apa saya nak cerita ha?<br />review 2011?<br />apa nak direview eh?<br />saya cuba lah sikit-sikit.<br /><br />1. saya berjaya turun 6 kilo je hujung-hujung tahun tu. <br />padahal janji sepanjang tahun. dah tu naik balik 2 kilo tahun ni je. ceh.<br /><br />2. makin dekat dengan agama. gittuuuuuuu! hahahaha gelimat nak type k.<br />but syukur alhamdulillah nevertheless.<br /><br />3. ..............<br /><br />dah tu je. my life has been practically the same. nothing much has changed.<br /><br />harapan untuk 2012:<br /><br />1. <span style="font-weight:bold;">TUKAR KERJA</span><br /><br />2. turun lagi banyak banyak banyak kilo tapi taknak tunggu hujung-hujung.<br /><br />3. learn more about islam. baru boleh bimbing orang lain kannn.<br /><br />4. lebih rajin kerja. less talk more work.<br /><br />ok lah. dah hilang rasa nak munmun.<br />nanti rasa nak munmun lagi saya update yeh?<br />jaga diri semua orang!!<br /><br />XxFathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-25429274084388403532012-01-02T10:22:00.001+08:002012-01-02T10:22:49.814+08:00iSadknowing that u're not worthy of a simple "thank you" to someone, hurts the most.Fathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-31716800792262383372011-12-29T16:43:00.000+08:002011-12-29T16:45:17.167+08:00Rahsia Allah, malaikat pon tak tahu :)JODOH itu rahsia ALLAH SWT..<br /> ☻ ♥ ☻<br />/█\ /█\<br />|| ||<br />SEKUAT mana kita setia ツ<br />SEHEBAT mana kita merancang ツ<br />SELAMA mana kita menunggu ツ<br />SEKERAS mana kita bersabar ツ<br />SEJUJUR mana kita menerima kekasih kita ツ<br /><br />.. •.♥• Jika ALLAH SWT Tidak Menulis JODOH Kita Bersama Kekasih Kita..Kita Tetap Tidak Akan Bersama Dengannya •.♥•Fathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-31015800935684997282011-12-28T18:19:00.001+08:002011-12-28T18:19:35.399+08:00:DHye!
<br>Sorry!
<br>Umm, I'm having a lot of doubts.
<br>Bye!
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<br>Xx
<br>Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphoneFathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-31194111111815874302011-12-12T15:28:00.000+08:002011-12-12T15:30:10.902+08:00Sunshine<p class="mobile-photo"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSo1-xQ8yaaMoU1hv_0-a4LB6Y3vhMHoYxc8bvBE61OumyzYwINTFC0dbMaBIIMjmWrWo59pj3iQpjwbhWv37BRntcYf7FqK-10WXEp3zgqW9ktHX5s0FItdR4r8MjU53-8Q4jy7qgSvs/s1600/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FSU1HMDM3MzctMjAxMTEyMDktMTIyOC5qcGc%253D%253F%253D-710903"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSo1-xQ8yaaMoU1hv_0-a4LB6Y3vhMHoYxc8bvBE61OumyzYwINTFC0dbMaBIIMjmWrWo59pj3iQpjwbhWv37BRntcYf7FqK-10WXEp3zgqW9ktHX5s0FItdR4r8MjU53-8Q4jy7qgSvs/s320/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FSU1HMDM3MzctMjAxMTEyMDktMTIyOC5qcGc%253D%253F%253D-710903" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5685140884752898418" /></a></p>My heart blooms just by staring deep into her eyes.<p>Feels like she's telling all of us that everything's gonna be ok.<p>Aisya, u're the greatest gift to mommy and daddy.<br>U were born from the heart - one of a kind.<br>U are well loved and adored by EVERYONE.<br>And aunty loves u so much!<br>May the bright future be yours.<p>XxFathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-3957334478601701622011-12-08T19:06:00.001+08:002011-12-08T19:06:06.496+08:00A course, a show and everything in betweenI'm currently in PD, was here since tuesday, will be here til tomorrow.
<br>Tomorrow nite will be boarding the train to Arau, then taking the ferry to Langkawi for LIMA 2011. Will be there til monday.
<br>Pastu wednesday and thursday next week ada another workshop pulak.
<br>I is tired. I is no like. I is sleepy.
<br>I has a lot of work.
<br>Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphoneFathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-20431526214396456632011-12-04T09:35:00.002+08:002011-12-04T09:41:27.617+08:00honesty, integrity and everything in betweenhahaha was reading beautifulnara (discovered this blog few weeks back, lambat kan?) and read about the wedding of an artist to a VIP.<br />then baca pulak kisah ke-tidak-nonsense-an Tan Sri Musa Hasan yang went undercover at a club and caught one of his officer in the act, i remembered my aunt, whose working with a bank.<br />more or less the same story jugak.<br />she had to face club's bouncers just to drag one of her staff out of the club and back to work.<br />kahkahkah.<br />i cannot imagine one fierce-looking lady, raging with madness, confronting the bouncers and dragging the poor little boy out of the club while scolding him throughout the process.<br />hahahahahaha omg what a scene it must've been!<br />i dunno what exactly happened but my aunt cerita this boy selalu lambat masuk office because he went clubbing almost every night until in the wee hours in the morning pastu lambat la pegi kerja.<br />so she got really fed up one day and decided to go to the club and drag him out herself.<br />hahahaha!<br />the things managers do to maintain the level of professionalism.. sigh..<br />but still funny! :D<br /><br />XxFathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-61041007418410932162011-11-27T15:57:00.006+08:002011-12-04T13:21:19.149+08:00losing weight, getting into the jive and everything in between<a href="http://tropicamemoir.blogspot.com/">mek jihah</a> sudah tanya sama saya bagaimana saya menghilangi 4 kg. kahkahkah malu nak sebut baru 4 kg je turun.<br />mek J, saya diet sebenarnya dah hampir 30 hari, tapi BARU turun 4 kg since the last post. since this post is written, i'm proud to say that i've lost another kilo.<br />so semua sudah5 kgs la kehilangan. well, more or less.<br /><br />so here's how i do it:<br /><br />1. consult a doctor<br />i went to see a doctor for consultation sebab memang sangat susah nak keep the weight off. before this memang dah always on diet pon. but the moment i lost a few kgs i jadi relax and stopped dieting. resulting in me gaining back all the weight. plus a few more grams. hehe. so doc cakap, makan dulu macam biasa u makan, tapi makan awal. malam avoid makan after 8 (which i used to do all the time). and NEVER MISS A MEAL!pendek kata, jangan melapar dan menyeksa badan lah. dan yang paling penting, exercise.<br />YA EXCERCISEEEE!!!benda paling saya tidak sukaaaaaa!!tapi mana ada orang boleh kurus without exercise kan? so, saya tahu saya ni susah nak excercise, i have to find a motivation. jadi motivasi saya ialah nak kahwin. walaupun sebenarnya plan asal ialah lagi 2 tahun, ahh what the hell kan. i buat-buat i nak kahwin tahun depan.hahahahahahhahaha!!! so seolah-olah macam "i'm left with no choice but to exercise if i wanna get married next year". and lagi, KOT-KOT lah betul tetiba terkahwin tahun depan, at least i look like one of VS' angel kan.<br />ha paham tak?<br /><br />2. exercise<br />since i woke up super early (5 am) cos dah terjadi biasa since fasting month haritu, i make use of it. bangun pagi tu, warm up dulu, then i buat leg exercise about 5 reps for each leg. then i skip ikut kemampuan. i started off with only 100 kali je skipping cos tak mampu.capek!and then jadi batuk cos asthma attack. tapi after a while, i find myself doing more than 200 skips per session. and my asthma pun gone.<br />tu pagi. then petang after balik kerja, i sambung. tapi actually petang ni ikut tahap kelaratan dan kerajinan. usually i balik lambat and dah tak larat, so i tak buat.<br />if i buat, i akan sambung another 250 of skipping. so in a day, i skip 500 times.<br />which is i rasa a great achievement for me lah.<br />kalau ada yang buat 1000 kali, bagus. saya tak mampu ok.<br /><br />3. makan apew tew?<br />makan kena jaga uollsss!! dah exercise separuh nyawa hilang, jangan lah hentam makan macam raja bersiong!actually, i makan pon boleh tahan banyak la. tapi at the end of the day, menyesal cos penat sangat excercise tapi no point if makan tak jaga. ni my diet plan. nak ikut, ikut lah. taknak ikut sudah. tapi i x advise ikut cos bukan betul sangat pon. but anyway here goes:<br /><br />brekkie: 2 genggam cereal koko krunch (better ambik yang diet punya cereal) with low fat milk. i tried diet cereal tapi i don't like the taste. since i guna koko krunch, jangan lah tamak ambil full cream milk. memang lah mengundang. if rasa nak sihat lebih, i'll eat fruit yogurt.<br /><br />lunch: sesenduk nasik, fried chicken/fish, sayur extra. ni beli kat kedai. if i masak and bawak bekal, usually nasik memang aku bedal je dua tiga senduk dengan ayam goreng and vegetable soup.<br /><br />malam: sometimes i'll just eat cereal balik. sometimes malas, i masak maggie kahkahkah. if i feel like extra rajin, i buat je mushroom soup. sometimes i tak makan cos too tired+malas nak kunyah makanan. hahaha boleh? sometimes i masak nasik goreng. tak tentu.<br /><br />tapi i pandai adjust. if i rasa macam dah terlebih makan, i will do extra exercise. kalau tak rajin nak excercise extra, nangis je lah mengenang nasib tak sedar diri bila makan.<br /><br />4. gelora <strike>bung karno</strike> nafsu serakah<br />kena pandai manage meh. i do indulge ONCE IN A WHILE. not everyday. if i feel like eating something extra heavy, i will eat. tapi takkan makan everyday. usually once a week je. like nasik goreng di makan pada malam hari, tak berlaku selalu. berlaku cuma seminggu atau dua minggu sekali. cos malam memang i jadi pemalas lebih. so nak makan pon fikir 56 kali sebab once dah mandi semua, malas dah nak gosok gigi balik lepas makan. hahahahha.<br />eh jangan tak tahu, there's this one time bila i rasa terlalu malas, nak bernafas pon i taknak ok! :D<br /><br />so far, tu je lah. my doctor suggested a diet pill nama <a href="http://www.mims.com/Malaysia/drug/info/Adipex/Adipex%20Retard%20cap">adipex</a>. i'm currently still using it but i'm down to the last two tablets and plan to stop taking it. cos i rasa dah boleh survive on my own without having to depend on drugs.<br />so far, rasa sama je ambik pill and tak ambik pill. actually adipex dia macam tahan lapar. and memang tak rasa lapar. but because saya dasar makan banyak, maka lapar atau tidak, saya tetap makan. cuma pandai je jaga. that's why i'm gonna stop. hehe. and i think exercising helps a lot. actually, it helps.<br /><br />so mari berdiet!<br />my goal weight is 52-55kg. <br />umm, nak memalukan diri sendiri boleh tak? my heaviest weight before i diet ni ialah 66kg. i am now 60.4kg. i have like 9kg to lose. more or less. so target by march next year hopefully boleh capai 52 kg. doc tak bagi cos i'll be underweight already.<br />but i figure, might as well go all the way so if i happen to gain back a bit of weight, it won't cross 55kg border.<br />oh and i'm 164 cm tall. not that tall but ok lah with 60.4kg weight. my ideal weight pon but biasalah. dah lama tak nampak nombor 5 kat weighing scale tu.<br />saiko kejap.<br /><br />ohhhhh and don't forget to measure urself jugak kalau rajin.<br />cos kadang-kadang, u don't see the result in kilos, but in inches instead.<br />i malas nak measure, so i guna this one extra fit dress i have as my benchmark.<br />once i can fit into it, i know i weigh 55kg :)<br /><br />good luckkk!!!!!<br /><br />omg panjangnya entry ni.Fathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-63648551797513874642011-11-22T11:42:00.002+08:002011-11-22T11:46:55.188+08:00football, appraisal and everything in between1. i didn't watch football last night. i was worried i might die alone. from heart attack. so i took precaution and slept at 8.30 instead. hehe.<br /><br />2. we're all crazy thinking about our year-end appraisal. the tiredness, sleepless nights and running around here and there looking for appointment letters. ahh, crazy month it is.<br /><br />3. planning a holiday next month.<br /><br />4. on an extreme diet mode. lost 4 kgs to date. hoping to lose more.<br /><br />5. skipping and swimming mode is on.<br /><br />later.<br /><br />XxFathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-30702608384325732682011-11-16T20:07:00.000+08:002011-11-16T20:11:10.628+08:0010 anak dan seorang ibu<p class="mobile-photo"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjO5UUUgyJZx7K990EYO7BEjbFRmMb0bdyXMR-HVHJNgZRpE4-Gf5Pncd7RIVb4-YgkHu-aellwvLsBll-kjycEUOgNikEjzaTkqfAHF4i54XsfbvmEESW9CoTaxaZA5hP-UCuy6zg7LpU/s1600/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FSU1HMDE0MTctMjAxMTA4MzAtMTAxMi5qcGc%253D%253F%253D-770630"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjO5UUUgyJZx7K990EYO7BEjbFRmMb0bdyXMR-HVHJNgZRpE4-Gf5Pncd7RIVb4-YgkHu-aellwvLsBll-kjycEUOgNikEjzaTkqfAHF4i54XsfbvmEESW9CoTaxaZA5hP-UCuy6zg7LpU/s320/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FSU1HMDE0MTctMjAxMTA4MzAtMTAxMi5qcGc%253D%253F%253D-770630" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5675565082092333074" /></a></p><p class="mobile-photo"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjVWd20lBbcoTYBBsRGzTWJp67q86HGrr98OehW9xw0skb67zWXlbC-Tex_zv2j4oJEDZPFogOt8byuPmEOv6HfpMkPlHvEUt0WIvFf81bkt9n__WSAOSocdaKSMprLYrn_ti2tNG7CyDM/s1600/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FSU1HMDE0MjYtMjAxMTA4MzAtMTAxMy5qcGc%253D%253F%253D-772153"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjVWd20lBbcoTYBBsRGzTWJp67q86HGrr98OehW9xw0skb67zWXlbC-Tex_zv2j4oJEDZPFogOt8byuPmEOv6HfpMkPlHvEUt0WIvFf81bkt9n__WSAOSocdaKSMprLYrn_ti2tNG7CyDM/s320/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FSU1HMDE0MjYtMjAxMTA4MzAtMTAxMy5qcGc%253D%253F%253D-772153" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5675565089688107026" /></a></p>My mom memang funny but at the same time she's a realist.<br>Kan ada all these stories about how a mother can look after 10 children but 10 anak belom tentu can jaga one mak?<br>My mom cakap lah dengan penuh selamba badak:<br>"Alah, of course la mak boleh jaga 10 anak because they are all babies. So small and light. Mak-mak ni mana ada pint-size, semua heavyweight champs!"<p>Haha of course saya ketawa but then again, dalam 10 anak tu, takkan at least 2 orang pon cannot spend some time to look after amak right? So amak, ur theory cannot pakai one.<br>Of course we were babies then, but u are our mother! Mesti mau jaga meh.<br>Plus, my aunty H ialah petite. Sangat senang mau dijaga pulak tu. So not all mothers are heavyweight champs hehe.<p>Love ur parents!<br>Pray for them!<br>Always!<br>Especially those who were called to be with Allah.<br>They need our prayers the most.<br>Al-fatihah :)<p>XxFathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-43302208922336413022011-10-29T10:19:00.001+08:002011-10-29T10:19:45.604+08:00Bratty and bimbo-ish<p class="mobile-photo"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEigZupPiVzMCUiCDz9BSmPUgj77BLlM0Nw3zmY2XIutUkcegoFf8q23-_lwU0XTeUohE5v_xKxIRJGKpGmZQtg22TWSMT4OzJU0OBl8-RLwIpFUWIK9uFR4GXQNz09vhPwo3ox-Yjownws/s1600/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FSU1HMDM2MjAtMjAxMTEwMjktMDgyMS5qcGc%253D%253F%253D-785605"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEigZupPiVzMCUiCDz9BSmPUgj77BLlM0Nw3zmY2XIutUkcegoFf8q23-_lwU0XTeUohE5v_xKxIRJGKpGmZQtg22TWSMT4OzJU0OBl8-RLwIpFUWIK9uFR4GXQNz09vhPwo3ox-Yjownws/s320/%253D%253Futf-8%253FB%253FSU1HMDM2MjAtMjAxMTEwMjktMDgyMS5qcGc%253D%253F%253D-785605" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5668733140790578578" /></a></p>I'm at this one camp lembahaian danau (?) So far away in Jasin. Bawak students camping. I was supposed to sleep here tonite, but given the look of the toilet and all, I just had to pass.<br>So, I'm chaperoning for today only.<br>Tengok gambar atas. The bed on ur right is the actual bed that this camp provides. The bed on the left is my bed. Camp provides the bed, I brought along my own freaking bedhseet and pillows.<br>Hahahahahahahahahahaha!!<br>And its only for a few hours! Can't imagine what I'd'd bring along if I had to stay here for the night.<p>Probably carry my own apartment here.<br>Have a great weekend!<br>I know I will enjoy this luxury! :)<p>XxFathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-49550058141443321302011-10-27T10:07:00.002+08:002011-10-27T10:11:56.583+08:00tunggakansaya ada a few hutang yang perlu settle.<br />i'd love to post about my KK trip with my sister just last month and perhentian trip with my best friend in june.<br />hehe.<br />waaayyyy overdue but i just wanna share!<br />tengah configure balik blackberry punya setting so i can transfer all the pics to my laptop.<br /><br />later!<br /><br />xxFathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-75258596874492498952011-10-18T08:31:00.003+08:002011-11-06T14:09:23.452+08:00show me your true colourahh a lot of things have happened last week.<br />made me realize who's willing to tell the whole truth and not just half of it, and who's willing to lie for the sake of getting promoted.<br /><br />BUT, whatever it is that u do, hati mesti ikhlas dan redha.<br />ikhlas kat mulut is not enough okay.<br />ikhlas tapi tak redha pon cannot also.<br />ikhlas and redha go together.<br /><br />anyhoo, i have been meaning to update as much as i can.<br />it's just that, since twitter is sooooooo accessible, blogging seems ... leceh.<br />hehe.<br /><br />promise i'll update soon as i can.Fathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-4005859095859116792011-10-16T12:35:00.000+08:002011-10-16T12:42:12.328+08:00den dah lupo!banyak nak cerita but i keep forgetting!!<br />old age syndrome :DFathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-60331422534441764742011-10-12T20:11:00.003+08:002011-10-16T11:46:45.503+08:00Worn offDidn't realize how stressful I am today until I've lost my appetite.<br />Can't even bring myself to eat my fave mee goreng mamak.<br />Loads of shit happened. Major ones.<br />Unbelibebel.<br />Ahh, I give up. I do. I really do.<br />Can't take it no more.<br />Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphoneFathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-70784700416560630462011-10-05T16:32:00.002+08:002011-10-16T11:47:31.305+08:00NgetestDunno whether valid lagi or tak cos I changed my url.<br />Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphoneFathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5106628059015107646.post-11737880599665414522011-10-05T14:39:00.001+08:002011-10-16T11:47:55.623+08:00revamped!newly-decorated blog!!<br />not much, but it's a start :)Fathia-Zhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12836103205335221905noreply@blogger.com0